Words for the open Road
Poetry
Nupur Neogi, 2020
I think in the pebbles of a brook and I think often in the growth
of myself, I think often in the growth of you.
-Abigail Seaberg, "Ghazal"
Spring/Summer 2020 Poets:
Emily Braunewell, Erika Echternach, Emilie Knudsen, Paul McGovern, Peyton McGovern, Abigail Seaberg, & Janelle Solviletti.
Twin Signs
by Janelle Solviletti
Nothing is a catastrophic as the minutes
before a May sundown
three years olden
the empty elementary lot
your eyes
spellbound in my passenger window
entering tomorrow
my eyes
stuck on that dark ampersand
it seems I should not repeat
the song, the stars, the abundance of road
from this range
the cost of living in an unbuilt house
is one in the same with finishing a sentence
from one hundred and fifty-seven Mondays ago
time moves opposite of where I dwell
minutes away from the point at which
we begin.
panopticon
by Emilie Knudsen
I dream of moth wings
painted with eyes,
curved
abstracted
blinking
blurred
the irises are roving snakes and pupils
fill with water which brings life or
death pinned like constellations of whims. When
I wake,
caterpillars metamorphose to leeches
and cement climbs up
my boots in serpentine forms my breath
escapes me desperate to leave
and the eyes of observers
swirl in a choked cloud as if I stand
in a dark room and too many negatives are strung about
on telephone wires surging with electricity
and I’m the hub of a merry-go-round saturated with
more light and
sound and
pigment than I can handle. Life is
a luminous fog and wisps hang about
with hobby lanterns on the concrete marshes
disorient tantalize daze
and someone calls to smile
and a million camera flashes
descend as a swarm
of locusts in plague-ridden Egypt
and the Nile reflects
the headlights of stars. I retch
at the paper whispers
of their wings and the wet burst
of exoskeletons underfoot
and cameras watch like mannequins watch like mirrors watch like Madame Tussaud’s wax
figures watch like black
holes watch like silhouettes
watch like screens watch
like insects watch like
eyes watch like stars
cold and quiet and far
away and breathing
down my neck
Humane to Barbaric
by Paul McGovern
On Sundays we would go to church.
I watched my father’s hair turn silver
and noticed that the lines on my mom’s
hands grew numerous and intersected
like the map of a chaotic city.
I still remember when I lived with the citizens.
Sprawled out grasping green grass in summer,
and sometimes the cacophonous growls and hoots
shattering the tranquility of nowhere sparked in me
an unwavering desire to become a beast.
I became a beast I think at age 13.
When the moon cast its shadow, I would sneak out
and gorge on nature’s offerings, smirk as my bright
urine seeped into rugged tree bark and howl
at the girl who snuck out nightly to sit and ponder.
I don’t keep track of days now.
Most memories of human life are effaced,
My toes are claws my shout a roar
as I travel on all fours like a naive child.
Thorns pierce my body, I slowly evolve.
Tributaries
by Erika Echternach
It’s true, you know, what they say,
You can’t step in the same bloodstream twice.
But I only ever remember I can’t speak German
once I’m halfway down the Rhine,
pondering whether Einstein would consider me a relative –
irrelevant when I’m navigating rice fields,
guided by the river as golden as my skin,
while the indigenous point me onward
until I’m crossing the Atlantic, anchoring in Cape Cod, circa 1620.
Shivering in the northern air,
I adjust to “home”
and wrap myself in flannel,
spreading a blanket scarf over the holes in my ripped jeans, closing my eyes to bask in the sea of pumpkin spice.
Opening them, I stare down the kaiser
and reach for a crumpet as we gamble on mahjong,
trying not to lose it all – though I always feel lost
when these scenes flicker so quickly and so vividly, that I’m not really sure if I’m truly any of them.
Ghazal
by Abigail Seaberg
I think in the stretch of tree limbs, all the air they touch.
I think in the bend of bark, in age, in coarseness, in fragility.
The power of a vegetable garden, the power of a leaf.
The power of pavement and the power of a leash.
I think in all things stuck. Bricks and the cement that holds them together,
signs on a post, paint on a wall.
I think in the pebbles of a brook and I think often in the growth
of myself, I think often in the growth of you.
Campbell's Constellation Soup
by Peyton McGovern
I trace your jawline
against the backdrop of the
glazed over night,
almost navy, not quite midnight blue.
Your chin cutting the stars to bits—
dust falling into my bowl,
I want a Big Dipper into your mind,
A ladle full of your language.
I want to stew in your XYZ’s
To know why brownies taste best
‘Precisely seven minutes’
after being pulled from the oven,
Or why,
“hugs feel gentler on Tuesdays”
We can’t stay here forever,
Orion’s Belt feels too tight
against my waist
when you pull me closer,
but we’ll be back
in time to watch
Aries woo Aquarius,
so long as you promise
to keep our love set high
on the front left burner.
Existential
by Emily Braunewell
I find meaning is more challenging to stumble upon,
when I am unsure whether I should be walking in the first place.
In an ideal world, stars align without a series of one-sided negotiations.
In a realistic world, I am becoming a lawyer.
Wandering steps echo against the sunbaked pavement of a deserted parking lot,
while muscles weigh heavy with the burden of iron chains.
I daydream of a sparsely decorated one-bedroom apartment,
admiring a city where I can use a degree for more than just decoration.
So that as uncertainty hovers with fangs gleaming against skin that I’ve exposed,
I can plug the puncture wounds.
Runner
by Janelle Solviletti
I could trace the Charles River
with my eyes shut
feet dragging along its dirt path
every Sunday at sunup—
it’s spring and the air is cool people brush by in limbo take no notice that
the sky is auto-tuned
the paint stripped bench
at the river’s edge
has sunken in
or that the geese
disband the pedway —
but I run by and
watch the water
pull in and out
teasing the shoreline
persistent in its lure
the trees which shade us
are my canopy
my body is heavy
like a sandbag set
on the warm pavement
this is what it’s like in oblivion
for miles and miles
the only constant
between us is the river.
Elegy
by Abigail Seaberg
I see you in every day
every surprise visit from a
cardinal every
screened-in porch
I see you in every note
sung wrong, happy
and perfect
I see you in the largest
of shoes, I almost hate ya
‘cause ya feet’s so big type of
shoes
I see you in the crunch
of sugary buttercream
in butter on my
bread in all things
sweet and frosted
pink
I see you in the old, wild age
of hair in curlers and
in combs
I see you in the beauty of smiles
in the wit of word,
and in laughter
I see you in every summer
every hot, thunderstruck
afternoon
I see you in every winter
every Christmas and
Easter and everything
family
I see you in every
day, the good and
the 17
Yet to Peak
by Erika Echternach
We will always be the class
without a senior spring.
Saying goodbye too soon
– or not at all.
Can we recover what’s been lost?
Though we may never know
the why behind this all,
we can cherish the lessons 2020 taught us,
taking nothing for granted,
while treasuring each moment.
Despite countless uncertainties,
our community remains
–near or remote.
We are stronger than we imagined.
Now is when we realize what can never be taken from us,
as we jump into the unknown.
As we jump into the unknown,
now is when we realize what can never be taken from us.
We are stronger than we imagined.
Near or remote,
our community remains
despite countless uncertainties.
While treasuring each moment,
taking nothing for granted,
we can cherish the lessons 2020 taught us
– the why behind this all
though, we may never know.
Can we recover what’s been lost,
or not at all?
Saying goodbye too soon –
without a senior spring,
we will always be the class
yet to peak